Tuesday, November 30, 2010
This Year For Christmas
I skipped the sales after Thanksgiving
The thrill just wasn't there
No pictures taken with Santa Claus
My decorating has no flare
His presents are shirts, shoes and ties
Two suites and socks. . . .no fun.
I've bought him all white clothes because
This year I'm giving Christ my son.
I've spent more time in the temple,
Felt strength come from His words.
I've reread November's Ensign,
And my testimony stirred.
Our family prays more frequently
My tears more freely run.
Abraham seems closer
Because this year I'm giving Christ my son.
I wonder how those Lamanite Mothers
Gave their sons to war?
Or how the pioneers chose Zion
Their sacrafice was so much more
My loss will be his presence
I'll miss his smile a ton.
For two years we will pray for him
I'm giving Christ my son.
I stare at his face when he's not looking.
I memorize his eye, their shine.
He's always hungered for the part of him
That makes his soul divine.
The stories and lessons he always heard
His choice and mine are one.
I'll put my faith in God's hand
This year, I'm giving him my son.
Past gifts have lost their glitter,
I think I finally understand,
Christ's birth should be celebrated
By giving Him a hand.
It's because I know Christ lives and reigns,
That all his packing's done.
My gift has taken years to make.
This year . . . I'm giving Christ my son.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
O that thou hadst hearkened
O that thou hadst hearkened to my commandments! then had thy peace been as a river, and thy righteousness as the waves of the sea;. . . . "
This scripture is found both in 1 Nephi 20 and in Isaiah 48. It's a great chapter all around. But I was reminded tonight of my constant need for evaluation, for my need to check myself against the goals that the Lord has in mind for my life's success.
First, He lets me know that His interest is in my profitting in life. He wants to see me succeed. And then he is yearning to have seen more from Isreal, and if I'm applying the scriptures to me, and from me.
Then He really wants me to know that there are real blessings that come from obeying or living in line with His ways. If I just walk the walk that is best I'll have great peace. In this life, who doesn't want that?!
I know I fall short. I sure try not to but I'm not quite all of the way there yet. I'm just very grateful for reminders like this that help me to know that the Savior is willing and merciful.
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Can He Soften All Hearts?
"On October 6, in the year 1536, a pitiful figure was led from a dungeon in Vilvorde Castle near Brussels, Belgium. For nearly a year and a half, the man had suffered isolation in a dark, damp cell. Now outside the castle wall, the prisoner was fastened to a post. He had time to utter aloud his final prayer, “Lord! open the king of England’s eyes,” and then he was strangled. Immediately, his body was burned at the stake. Who was this man, and what was the offense for which both political and ecclesiastical authorities had condemned him? His name was William Tyndale, and his crime was to have translated and published the Bible in English.
"Tyndale, born in England about the time Columbus sailed to the new world, was educated at Oxford and Cambridge and then became a member of the Catholic clergy. He was fluent in eight languages, including Greek, Hebrew, and Latin. Tyndale was a devoted student of the Bible, and the pervasive ignorance of the scriptures that he observed in both priests and lay people troubled him deeply. In a heated exchange with a cleric who argued against putting scripture in the hands of the common man, Tyndale vowed, “If God spare my life, ere many years I will cause a boy that driveth the plough, shall know more of the Scripture than thou dost!”
"He sought the approval of church authorities to prepare a translation of the Bible in English so that all could read and apply the word of God. It was denied—the prevailing view being that direct access to the scriptures by any but the clergy threatened the authority of the church and was tantamount to casting “pearls before swine” (Matthew 7:6)."
"Tyndale nevertheless undertook the challenging work of translation. In 1524 he traveled to Germany, under an assumed name, where he lived much of the time in hiding, under constant threat of arrest. With the help of committed friends, Tyndale was able to publish English translations of the New Testament and later the Old Testament. The Bibles were smuggled into England, where they were in great demand and much prized by those who could get them. They were shared widely but in secret. The authorities burned all the copies they could find. Nevertheless, within three years of Tyndale’s death, God did indeed open King Henry VIII’s eyes, and with publication of what was called the “Great Bible,” the scriptures in English began to be publicly available. Tyndale’s work became the foundation for almost all future English translations of the Bible, most notably the King James Version.1
First does the point that King Henry the VIII was the kings whose heart was softened? Amazing.
Our discussion really took off when woman after woman spoke of her conversion story. I am amazed by the response that I get when I have religious conversations with others who love the scriptures and the gospel and the Savior but have never been told by their clergy to read and pray for their own answers! This is so shocking to me. Why wouldn't a clergy be willing to encourage anyone desiring for truth to seek it to the fullest?
These women speaking of their own gospel discoveries found that one common denominator was the opportunity to not only read the scriptures for themselves but to ask and know that they would receive answers to their prayers. It's such a liberating way to live the gospel.
Each of us is so different.-each with different personalities, life experiences, cultures, family issues, etc. So why wouldn't we be approaching the Lord in different ways needing a different take on how to maneuver in life?
Yes, many things are a constant-morality, charity, love, the Atonement, the 10 Commandments, etc. The constants are the road signs of life, the speed bumps, the lines in the road. But how we travel on the road with those that we have chosen or maybe not chosen at times to travel with takes asking and answering from someone who really knows us and those around us, no?
So when we say that we have a personal relationship with the Lord, we really need to take a look and see if we are asking Him for the answers that bring our lives to a fullness and help us to be a better person.
Two other thoughts:
If the Lord can soften the heart of a leader like King Henry the VII, then why should we be tentative about Him doing the same in our day with the many wicked or hardened men and women in leadership?
And when reading about faith:
Defin: " And now as I said concerning faith—afaith is not to have a perfect knowledge of things; therefore if ye have faith ye bhope for things which are cnot seen, which are true."(Alma 32:21)
When we, in faith, seek for answers and get an answer we know that it's up to us to see that answer through. We act on the answer even if it shakes us a little. If we have enough faith to follow through on the answers we get we can very well come to a point each time where we gain perfect knowledge on that thing we are praying about. A great scripture for this:
"27 But behold, if ye will awake and arouse your faculties, even to an experiment upon my words, and exercise a particle of faith, yea, even if ye can no more than adesire to believe, let this desire work in you, even until ye believe in a manner that ye can give place for a portion of my words.
Wonderful discussion today on the gift and blessing of having the scriptures and the things we gain from having them in our lives!
Monday, June 21, 2010
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Is My Line of Communication Open?
I thought of something that I've learned lately. Throughout the last 20+ years of raising our 5 children, I've noticed that when they are making really good choices, I can "feel" or receive pretty constant promptings as to what they need or how they are doing. I can understand quickly in many instances what to say or do for them to best take care of them in any area of their lives.
But sadly, when a child has made a negative or sinful enough choice to block the Spirit from their lives, it puts up a wall for me, too. I find this devastating. I love the Spirit working in our lives to teach us, build us up, protect us, and nurture us. With one child for almost 6 months I couldn't figure out why we couldn't "connect" in our communications. This son is by nature so kind and good. When on track, he's an amazingly intuitive person, hard working and social. But with his sins came this negative, argumentative, reclusive side that I couldn't work through. For a Mom who has relied with great success on the Spirit working miracles in our home, I really didn't find this fun at all! I did all of the things I could think of. I talked to him, prayed for him, fasted for him and worked to watch closely for hints of what might be wrong.
Once my son took steps to repent, that barrier lifted. I couldn't believe the difference!!! I had never felt this as a parent-the stark contrast of having and not having ability to use the power of the Spirit in our home.
Sadly I thought of a year in my life when I chose out of righteous living. At the time that I went through repentance, I felt my own distance from Heavenly Father and the struggle to enjoy the Spirit again. I felt the rush of peace when I had received forgiveness and the commitment to work from that point on to live in a way to never lose the Spirit again.
I have now felt the pain that my very good parents must have felt. I openly apologized to my Dad when he was in town last week in front of some of my siblings at the temple for creating this kind of a barrier. It pains me now to know that I was capable and selfish enough to do that to such great people (parents of 10 children). I had had no idea the pain that a parent could feel in this way.
So when I heard the words, "My Beloved Son", I immediately thought of the gratitude and overwhelming (if anything for our Father is overwhelming) or fully encompassing joy that our Heavenly Father had to have felt when His Son followed through on the plan from so long ago in the pre-existence. When He could say that everything was done completely on track with all of the covenants and events happening in line with His understanding as our Father. How much more trusting I am now of our Savior's love for us.
He did EVERYTHING "right" thereby not blocking the relationship with our Father in Heaven. We can trust everything that he did because he never lost the Spirit. By so doing, He really was one with the Father. He knew exactly what was needed and acted completely in tune with The Great Plan of Happiness.
What a glorious Brother we have. What a great example. How he loves us to be so unselfish for 33 years of mortal living as well as in the time before and after his earthly life.
It's motivating for me to try to do better and to learn from the scriptures more of what Heavenly Father would like for me to learn and be.
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
What Belongs to You When You Die
I bought a used church book and between a couple of the pages was a clipping from what looks like a newspaper, newsprint paper anyway, that said:
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
within the silent chambers
of your own soul.
Ezra Taft Benson
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Lifeline
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Inspiration Anytime Anywhere
Jeffrey R. Holland, "Lessons from Liberty Jail," Ensign, Sept. 2009, 28
Monday, March 8, 2010
Provoke Not Your Children
"Children Obey your parents in the Lord: for this is right.
Honour thy father and mother;
(which is the first commandment with promise;)
That it may be well with thee, and thou mayest live long on the earth,
And ye fathers, provoke not your children to wrath:
but bring them up in the nurture and admonition of the Lord."
I have read this passage several times and came across it accidentally about 3 years ago. It starts off familiar but notice the last 2 lines. Those are verse 4. It took me back a little and then I thought that this was a very wise finish to a very important commandment.
First let's be clear. To honour you parents means to be respectful and work hard to make a good name for them and for and through your posterity. For those who have toxic, selfish, addictive, abusive, etc. parents, you have your hands full. You still have to honour your parents but you don't have to live by them, spend time with them at your own peril, expose your family to their behavior, etc. These decisions should be made prayerfully and on behalf of you and your own family.
To honour our parents even if they've passed on or aren't near us for one reason or another really means to raise our children well and carry the family name, so-to-speak, well-doing as well or, in the worst circumstances, much better. We need to do this without vindictiveness or thoughts of obsessive revenge and such. We do this with love and with the spirit of peace. This can be so hard but it's possible.
Back to that last part. Isn't it interesting that the burden isn't all on the children. It's not really fair is it to put the honoring just on children?
Here's what's seems to be really happening here.
A chain of anger, vengence, revenge, hate is stopped when the parent behaves-to not provoking his/her children to anger. We are the examples and we are responsible for passing or not passing along bad habits. So if I have a temper about certain things, it's important for me to work on keeping that to myself as my own challenge and not enjoy watching my children get worked up about similar things. This doesn't mean that we don't share news or facts. But there is a responsibility to learn to discuss things without making a mock of others or ridiculing to raise everyone's blood pressure or cause cocky laughter about others.
I really think that my Dad is a great example of this. He usually doesn't really react to much. Smart man. He has a lot of children. We all have tempers to one degree or another. What upsets him is almost a complete mystery to me. I mean I know what sports teams he likes to watch and I know what things bring him joy or bring some sadness to him but what riles him up, not so sure. That leaves me all to myself to look at my own weaknesses and own them as my own to work on.
Look at the world around us. In cultures there are heated and dangerous beliefs that reinforce beatings and killings from father to son to daughter to grandchildren. This purpetual riling up just never allows for calm or peace.
So, yes, we children have a huge responsibility to honor our parents both living and dead with our actions and lives. And as Parents, we also have the responsibility to promote peace and the nurturing of our children in the Gospel of Jesus Christ.
(Characteristics that will help us all in Moroni 7:45-47)
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Monday, February 22, 2010
Richard G. Scott, "To Acquire Spiritual Guidance," Ensign, Nov. 2009, 9
Friday, February 19, 2010
The Final Battle
But as I've started to really look at the Lord's ways and ponder more about how He does battle, I have noticed quite a different battle technique.
In Mark Chapter 5 the Savior right after getting off the boat at Gadarenes was met by a man possessed by devils, He first asked how many were present and then cast devils out and into the swine which in turn jumped into the ocean.
In Ephesians chapter 6 verse 11 we are told to, "Put on the whole armour of God" why? "that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil". It sounds like Jesus Christ tells us how we can succeed in this final battle. As most know from the rest of this scripture, the armour of God consists of: "having your lions girt about with truth and having on the breastplate of righteousness; and your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace; Above all, taking the shield of faith, where with ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked. And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God: Praying always with all prayer and supplication"
Doesn't this scripture alone give great insight as to the great love he has for us and the determination He has to tell us how it really is? Giving us the understanding of what is needed to succeed in battle is true love and devotion. This isn't just to get ready for the final battle. But this is to do battle every day with real evil in our lives. Just like with everything else good for us we have to exercise, to train, to build our spiritual muscles. In the same chapter of Ephesians we also continue to read in vs 12, "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." This is for our day to day application of the building of our armour. We have to make our armour impenetrable! We have to seal up all soft spots all possible weak areas so that the Devil has no power currently in our lives. And then we have to keep on building our defenses and patching our wounds every day so that we can discern the strategies of Satan in our lives and beat back the darkness. Remember the story of Moroni? He taught the people to fortify their cities. They didn't take for granted where their cities were located in the land. They built up high walls with great defenses they prepared by storing food and making armour. The were ready for the enemy-the enemy that was determined to take them captive. Satan would have ALL to be his captives. He thinks that this will bring him the glory he sought so long ago in the pre-existence. He is in an all out man to man, if not more like a double and triple teaming strategy with each one of us until his time is up and that final bell rings to say the game is over! If you want to talk a little more basketball, we are in March Madness. We are in the final four if not the Championship game. Both sides have come to win. One side will surely play dirty and foul out many players but their bench is deep! We need to pick the winning side. This one has classic ball strategies that have been proven since the beginning of time. It's one that doesn't require dirty playing. In fact the strength comes from loving the game and clean play. The Coach has been there before us. He's THE best coach and we just need to follow every game plan, every move, every empowering pep talk He gives us.
He, our loving Savior wants us to be triumphant with him. He wants us to have the opportunities that He enjoys, He wants our lives to be eternally filled with joy and growth and peace and love and so much more that we can comprehend. Part of his game plan is to give us a playbook-the many examples in the scriptures. We have examples of prophets, disciples, and apostles. They all faced their challenges and we have examples of their successes to motivate us. People like Daniel, Joseph, Abraham, Paul, Peter, Job, Ruth, Mary, Moroni, Helaman, Ammon and so many more.
When we are working to be like Jesus Christ, successful in our life's journey, and ultimately triumphant, we need to have and idea of what makes the Savior as powerful as He is. With the list of characteristics in Moroni 7:45, we have a fighting chance. It's a list that keeps me, personally, evaluating. It's a list that has a promise attached. In verse 46 and 47, the promise is that if we have these characteristics, we will not fail. HE HAS PROMISED THIS. I have tried this out in my life and it has worked in my darkest hours. I am still working on it, though and will until I die. It reads, "Wherefore, my beloved bretheren, if ye have not charity, ye are nothing, for charity never faileth. Wherefore, cleave unto charity, which is the greatest of all, for all things must fail. But charity is the pure love of Christ, and it endureth forever, and whoso is found possessed of it at the last day, it shall be well with him."
Remember a trial of Peter's faith when the Jesus walked on water and Peter was told he could, too, and did. What happened. Peter's faith faltered. Let's go to the list. He fell short in believing all things. It's a great example to us that we in small and big things need to keep our eyes on the prize. We need to have hope (the energy source) and the faith to do the things that Jesus tells us we can do. He tells us we can win-every day and in the end.
If in fact we are proven in this life and we find ourselves standing with our best foot forward with the Savior in that final battle and all hell unleashes, will we be able to stand tall and command this great legion of evil to cease and depart or will we shrink and doubt as the example of Peter's quick lack of faith in the account of walking on water?
So really is that last battle a battle of metal swords, guns, tanks, and bombs? I can't find anywhere that even leads to this level of combat. As with the examples recorded for us to see, it looks like the battle will be ugly because evil is terrible and dark and powerful but the battle will be overcome by faith and the power of the priesthood and with the Savior and in His name. Ultimately as when Satan has been cast out before, we will see the huge tantrum but at the command of our Lord, Satan and his legions will DEPART.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
The Little Red Hen
Seems that worms are getting scarce and I cannot find enough.
What’s become of all those fat ones is a mystery to me;
There were thousands through the rainy spell, but now where can they be?”
The little red hen who heard him didn’t grumble or complain,
She had been through lots of dry spells, she had lived through floods of rain;
So she flew up on the grindstone and she gave her claws a whet,
And she said, “I’ve never seen the time there were no worms to get.”
She picked a new and undug spot; the earth was hard and firm.
The big white rooster jeered, “New ground! That’s no place for a worm.”
The little red hen spread her feet, she dug both fast and free,
“I must go to the worms,” she said, “the worms won’t come to me.”
The rooster vainly spent his day, through habit by the ways,
Where fat worms have passed in squads, back in the rainy days.
When nightfall found him supperless, he growled in accents rough,
“I’m as hungry as a fowl can be―conditions sure are tough.”
He turned to the little red hen and said, “It’s worse with you,
For you’re not only hungry, but you must be tired too.”
I rested while I watched for worms, so I feel fairly perk.
But how are you? Without worms too? And after all that work?”
The little red hen hopped to her perch and drooped her eyes to sleep,
And murmured in a drowsy tone, “Young man, hear this and weep.
I’m full of worms and happy, for I’ve dined both long and well.
The worms were there as always―but I had to dig like h---!”
Oh, here and there, white roosters are still holding sales positions,
They cannot do much business now, because of poor conditions.
But as soon as things get right again, they’ll sell a hundred firms―
Meanwhile the little red hens are out a-gobbling up the worms.
[“The Little Red Hen,” author unknown]